its damn stupid right?
hahahahah. i got a negative marks.
kk la i know my results are bad.
haha whether i will go back npcc next time will depends on ...
if ___ go, i will not (:
oh and must also see first. so most probably not..
so dun be disappointed xD
on tues nite i got super "crazy".. i think only one person know alm everytihg thou i think he still duno. lol i bet he got too scared of me now. i dunoo.. shud be la.
just now i read the msg convo and rlis tht is damn stupid. i mean when u are super tramatized, you just won care abt anything else right? so i type wrong words etc. and i said i uds y ppl wan die though its stupid alr.. lol i bet he think i wan kill myself of sth?
wed morn, my tears just dripped down.. sorry for making u ppl worried. i jsut duno how to say la.. aiyah nvm.
ks say my mom gt menopause?!?!?! lol. haiz i duno why she keep blaming us for things we din do and she scolds at random time. she will just target someone and scold. i told her i din do she scold more. wth. da ren da lo. fine. i know wad i did was wrong: i shouted that i hate her. man...
and i cant believe my dad also lidat. one moment he say he dowan hear me explaining.. then i told him they adults alw think they are right.. so he said then u explain la.. like wth..
its rly an example of wad they preach but dont do.. always lidat de.. mom still say me nv chng, hello i did change.. frm pri sku to now.. i rly chng alot. at least i dont throw my temper ard like no one's business. at least i know i have chnged alot alot. and i rly become mature frm the old childish me though sometimes i am still childish (and ya i have a lot more to learn but anywya) wad i wanna say is that i duno wads wrong wid them. they dont uds me la. mom can even say things like your studies so bad wadeva la. at least i tried my best.. some ppl are born stupid and its hereditary.. even SS sec3 textbk says so. the page on the graduates mothers policy..
oh ya cold war wid her for e time being.. not i dowan tlak to her, just that i dont want to have another conflict zzzz.
during chapel, sth certainly made me laugh. the speaker JX, went to prison to visit the teens there b4. he said the food there looks like... just then someone shouted "presbyterian high food".. HAHHAHA. ok JX mean the food looks like dog food. lol and after hearing the person shouting phs food, every1 laughed. LOL
tdy another speaker said that if u are angry and want to die, join the track and fields long dist club. aft running for many rounds, you wont think of dying but u will tink of .. WATER. =.=
oh btw i wont be blogging too much! haha
its nt the first time anyway.
so anyway HIATUS!
(: