this year's april fool isnt as fun as the previous years esp during sec 1 and 2~

haha rmb those times, when we had so much fun.. we would write letters to all the gals in our class and we would jsut write STUPID stuff..

i missed those days. if only my class now can help me fulfill my wishes..

now i can only see most of them during recess, or chnging of classes.
sometimes i feel that i am like the people left out there..
ever since i came to this class, i feel so weird and unusually quiet.
if sher jeanne jiayin or any1 who knows me fairly well and mroe or frm 2h might thought that it is v unusual of me.. so now i am just trying to have more fun than i should have.. just like playing pranks. somehow i find it v amusing and interesting.

maybe many people from other classes feel the same way as me?
since i have heard of many instances that ppl hate their current classes. well, i really dont know.
i really want to go back to the lower sec life.

sometimes when i was sitting in my dad's car, i wondered.. how could i have survived sec3 life?
and with a blink of eye, i realised that now i am in sec4. i cant have so much fun like before.
i seriously wonder how i survived. nevertheless, this year is going to be over soon. i realised weeks aft weeks, time passes really very fast. rmb few weeks ago, i was still looking forward to my bday.
now, its just over. OVER.

i think tt someone had really made a breakthrough of my life. the person thought me not to waste my anger on useless ppl and taught me a lot of values that i would not haave learnt without the person.
i am rly grateful that i know such a person.
srsly without the person giving me advice for many things, i would be "bullied" by ppl since i am so gullible.
yea! i love you, my dearest! xD and i mean it!

i rly hope that you are the one.
though i keep denying but i still hope you are one! (:

aft reading the Memoirs of Geisha, i feel that life is just so strange.. your future may be bleak no matter how capable you can be because of circumstances.
it is indeed an inspiring book to read.
i come to realise that some ppl even your closest can be the ones who betray you. but srsly, who have not betrayed any1 before?

i simply despise those ppl who just make use of some ppl and are jsut plain selfish. i shall stop here (X

seasons in the sun
we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
... ...
just like the fun we had in 1/2 humility (:

BTW HAPPY APRIL FOOL TODAY! XD