Thursday, January 3, 2008
to person 1:after thinking of such a long time, i decided to sms someone whom i hurt badly some time ago. i jsut dont have the courage to do so. after reading at your blog, i am rly rly sorry too. I AM REALLY SORRY.
i guess typing is better than sms or calling or speaking to each other directly.yupp thats me, i just dont have e courage to do such things de. if i do that to anyone else, the person must be v lucky, cuz v seldom have the chance. lol =.=
i know i have hurt you badly. i duno, i jsut have the feeling, my intuition is always accurate.i think i hurt you so much that i think you dun even wanna talk to me anymore because i really hurt u so much that when u see me or sth, you will be v sad. though i know you dun ___ anymore.i thought that not talking to u, just in case i talk about something that hurts you would be better but i was wrong. trust me, for others who l___ me, if i still talk to them, means i am forced to or i jsut cant be bothered even if i hurt them. for your case will be different, i jsut wanna pu chang.i think it is too late now, but anyway, i still must put in an effort to try(:"how would i know the results, if i have not tried?"
i dont know where i got this quote from but anywya it is very true.whenever i thought about this, i will feel very nostalgic and become emo.. i just want one more chance, lets be good fren again(: i seriously treasure the times we spent tgt..===========to 2nd person: can u just stop irritating me? i may consider doing the thing tt i have been taught by jeanne (:err i think the first person mentioned will know who is it. just dun assumeplease ignore this post!
My mind's unweaving/ 10:58 PM