a holiday is gone just like this 'POOF!'

i jux cant believe that i am so soft-hearted and erm naive... tot tt treating ppl with wadeva they will treat u back with wadeva. no way! i am just too naive. i can accidentally wave hello to someone i "hate"... OMG! duno wad the hell i doing.

everything happens for a reason, but jux tt u think its reasonable anot
thus buaysong anot.
a new quote by me(: but in singlish c(=

arghhh y do gd ppl do nt have gd ending? haha i watch too much tv le. my speakers are rly weird. stim theres sound stim nth de.

hmmm ppl are too smart *sarcastic* tt they found someone's secret accidentally, v few ppl know abt the secret, and you know urself tt u comfirm won tell others de. but the someone just dun trust you... dun u feel miserable? plus u knwo the secret for like 2 months le... and u hav not told anyone.
why is there no trust between one another? I REALLY MISS 2 HUMILITY`o6. trust between one another except for the tcher [hahahahaha].
the most ironic thing abt this is that the someone alr told someone abt this. and yet the person can forget abt it. LAMER baichi(:

haiz i feel so unbelonged. whats gg on?
i dun like 3 faith. i want 2 humility but tts impossible? i rather go for npcc but i feel v weird too since i v free lidat. nth to do. wandering ard like a ghost? nth to do become slack.
nobody to talk to? somehow la. its seems 2 years i nv talk to him le. i duno wad happen sia. like v weird. do he hate me? do he like me? i dun have a clue of anything.
i hate hwks. i still have stacks of them infront of me plus chem test tml. and wad i am doing now? blogging... wads happening to me? i rly dunno.
one side of me saying continue work harder, another side of me saying jux slack one time won die de. i think i would persever. i wanna get L1 R5 of 10-12. and my eng to get at least a B4. i rly wanna get it. i still rly nt sure if i wanna go poly or JC. but wad i know is i rly wanna go NUS maths course.
i rly wanna go poly but in poly theres no subj somewhat related to maths. so gg to poly is useless. at least gg to JC is more practical. i can chng my mind anytime abt gg to which course in future.
u doesnt have a clue of how long it has been... or mabbe u think i hab a chng of heart. i jux wanna let him know but i duno how to say. haha. so nvm. doesnt matter. jux we are getting closer can le (:
stim i was wondering if u delib ignore me or srsly accidentally ignore? hmmm mayb i shud believe u since bcuz of some untrust, i gt hurt. yupp.
i dowan tt to happen to someone else too.
I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING BULLIED. as in, ppl keep thinking i dun hab temper and won explode. nope tt is absolutely wrong. one day those who think tt and treat me 'badly' will see my colours!!